ICE-CREAM THAT WE EAT TOGETHER

Today I'm just want to story about all type of ice-cream that we had eat together since I know her. 

There are variety of ice-cream. The latest was Baskin Robbin ice-cream. I buy three scoop of flavor. Mostly chocolate. We eat in the car when we driving to have a dinner at her hometown. It was tasty and I plan to eat that ice-cream again at the same place with her.

What I can remember the most ice-cream we ate is Magnum. We had eat Magnum Classic, Gold and Almond. But I can't remembered if we did eat the Double Caramel type. All of them are tasty. But we agree that the Almond was the best. If I'm not mistaken we eat ice-cream together for the first time when traveling south for outstation job. Of course we take picture of it but we agree, she will keep the picture. But that memories still in my heart. 

Time to time we change the ice-cream we eat. Next was the ice-cream in the pot. We eat twice. One when we just eat the Sushi King. The 2nd was having a lunch there. This ice-cream was at her hometown, Little Taiwan. The ice-cream was put in the small white pot. It's was a vanilla ice-cream and smash oreo biscuits. My Putri love to eat oreo. All I can comment here was we eat that ice-cream when our stomach was full and we can't taste the tasty of that ice-cream. Maybe someday we will went just for the ice-cream.

I was remembered last time we us to eat when our office was in heavy rain. I brought that ice-cream at petrol station and eat at office. It quite rare when eat ice-cream in heavy rain situation. She eat ice-cream ball. She said it was delicious, but till now I never had a chance to buy this ice-cream.

Other than that we eat ice-cream that was in our drink. What I meant is Coconut Shake. A favorite drink at some place. So far the was tasty. We also had it when we eat A&W drink.

All our memories and moments that we had together I will keep it deep in my heart.

So, tonight we plan to eat that Baskin Robbin ice-cream again. Hopefully we can eat it and enjoy that moments together happily...
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GET WELL SOON TO MY PUTRI

She's not well today. How can I not realise about that. I'm a forgetful person. She told me a day before. She got flu, some fever, cold and pharyngitis or we use to say as sore throat.

If can, I really want to take care of her. Take care her day and night. Take care of what she eat, drink, medicine, vitamin, take her from home to office every morning and drive her home safely in the evening.

I hope she getting well soon. She need to take some rest. Although I don't want the weekend to come but I think she need to have some rest. Sleep early and take her medicine on time. I know she not very like to eat medicine for some reason but this time please eat your medication. Please...

I just want her to feel healthy and cheerful every day cause I love to see her beautiful smile. Her smile that can make me feel happy all day long. Her smile make me become her SECRET ADMIRE for a long time. 5 years if I count. Never give up try to find her. Remember her every single day of my life. Remember her for every doa to Allah. If Allah has determined her is for me, please meet me again with her. Now she standing in front of me with her beautiful smile.

I promise if one day we has been together, I will at every second at your side if you not well. Take care all your need. InsyaAllah.

Just get well soon. Luv U...
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WEEKEND...PLEASE DON'T COME.

It's Monday again. The day I'll waiting for when come to worked on Friday. Before this I can't wait to see weekend but now I don't want weekend come... Why? Cause I can't see her in front me. I can't see her smile. Then I will miss her.

Weekend feel so long to finish. It's like the clock ticking too slow. What can I do. Just wait with patient till the weekend to go.

Today I saw her happy. And today will be a good day to start our journey. Thanks to Allah to let me see her again today. To see her beautiful smile. Her beautiful face. Her beautiful laugh.

As I promise last week, will give a our favorite chocolate for her morning breakfast. Snickers. I started to eat this chocolate since I know her. I will be our chocolate till forever... I think so.

I want to say many thanks to for morning breakfast, Nasi Lemak that her brought me. I was tasty with the Dendeng Meat. Maybe I should buy again next time. And share with her. Sorry to her cause she can't  taste that Dendeng Meat cause only me & her know why. Maybe there will be next time where we can eat together that nasi lemak.

Also thanks for the book that she gave to me. I never thought that she will brought me some souvenir from the book carnival she went day before. The book title was "Ketika Hatiku Ingin Berhijrah". I will read and take guidance from the book. Thanks for the lovely present. InsyaAllah I will keep the book with care. With all my heart.

I love her for all that you are. All that her have been and all her yet to be.

My heart is and always will be yours.

I will never give up on someone I can't go a day without thinking about. It's YOU.
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MY LOVE PUTRI - HAPPY 2 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY.

2nd of February 2015. It’s our 2nd month Anniversary of our relation. We're promised every 2nd is our day. Who knows time goes by too quickly.

7.15am that day I call her just to chat before arrive to office. And I know she will not be in the office today…since she take one day leave. And I also know that day will be the bored day. And I can’t celebrate with her today…

Who knows she told that will come to office that day and suddenly I feel happy. She ask if I want to go breakfast with her. Of course I do. We plan to meet at some place that me and her already went together. And we continue to talk and I know she very excited to story what happened last night when having dinner with her family. All the story she told just remind me how she having a happy family. Really want to have myself in her family. Really love her family. I’m just smiled listen to her beautiful voice.

But when we arrived, the coffee shop still closed. Maybe it’s still early in the morning. From breakfast it turn to our date. With office attire, she asked me to accompany her to buy something.

So, what we do is when back to her hometown. It’s was unplanned journey. Actually I really miss her that weekend. Really want to ask her out but I just can’t. I’m not believe at the first place when she told me she driving back to office. But thanks to Allah that give me chance to see her little bit early when I suppose to see her only on Wednesday.

We when to breakfast at unexpected place. It’s the first time I go and eat there. The view of scenery is beautiful. We eat some burgers, drinks some coffee, even I know the coffee she made much more tasty. Such a long time not having the coffee she made. Maybe another day. Just hoping she made it for me…

It’s already 2 months now. Since weekend I thinking to buy her something for our Anniversary. We went to Aeon and I saw The Body Shop. Just when to the shop and ask about something I’m looking for a while. I was looking that thing for a month now since it was a seasoning product. And I brought her that Blossom Lotion.

After that she brought her things and we went to have lunch. We decide to have a Taiwan food. We when to Little Taiwan if I’m not mistaken. It’s our second time we when here. We order some chicken cheese set, chicken salad and watermelon juice. It just to much for both of us to finish that. We also order our favorite Bonsai Ice Cream. It’s vanilla ice cream with oreo biscuits.

She want to go find something at another place. So we when out and drive to another destination. She bought something for her handphone and a cd. Song by Farid Sanullah.

Time goes to fast and I must sent her back. We listen that song while went back to her car. It’s a good song. And I like one of the song saying that “don’t ever give up”.

We must not give up.
Never ever give up.
Don’t surrender.
We must never give up.
No matter what.
You do what you do.
Keep coming back.
Time after time after time.  

I want me and her don’t ever give on each other. What ever happened, please don’t ever give up on us.

Unexpected day and thanks to her give change to went out with her on our 2nd Anniversary. We talk, we smiled, we laugh. All that will be our happiness memory and I will try not to forget that.

Thanks to her for accept that present and giving me that cd. Never thought that cd is for me.

Our memories and promises will be in my heart forever. What I want to say right now Happie 2nd Anniversary to you and I really love you. Deep in my heart just want to take you as my wife. That all.

I love u with all my heart and really love you because of Allah.  
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WHAT EVER HAPPEN, I WILL LOVE HER FOREVER

It will be a long weekend. I will not see her for couple of days. Today, even she in front of me, my lips became speechless. Don’t know what to say. No word came from my mouth to ask her anything about us. I suppose not to went out from home but my heart said just go and see her. Talk to her. Go see her beautiful smile. Cause I know only me know that.

Both of us know our hearts belong to Allah. Our hearts guarded by Allah. Allah has destined us to meet again because there is a good reason. Allah has determine the best for us. Patient today for a happy tomorrow.

Sometimes we do not get what we deserve. Then we blame fate cause too disappointed. While we do not realized what we get is better than what we expected .

Sometimes, it’s just cut me deep. I know that she had right to do what ever she want, to be as we plan or not, what she do, what she want to eat or dress, who she met and who she hang out. She can do anything without telling me. Maybe I too caring for every detail she did. I'm just a person that Allah create with some feeling like to know something, happy, sad, jealous. I believe love base on trust and knowing each other. Maybe just over thinking. Actually I just love her. That all.

I know she is in a dilemma in choosing a path to happiness or suffering. I'm just an ordinary person. I’m not perfect. I just want that she accepted me with utmost sincerity. Cover my weakness with your strongest. Make me a better man tomorrow.

I know difficult for her to accept me after what happened to her. Her heart hurt, humiliation and pain. I do not want this to happened. I wish I could turn back time. I know she need time to think about us cause decision made for her entire life.

Sometimes thinking about pain that I feel every day nothing compare to what she face all this time. I don’t regret what happened to me, even I die because of this. But I will regret for the whole my life if it’s happened to my love, her.

I just hope she accepts me. Give me a chance to take care of her for the rest of my life. To be my spouse. To let me be her beloved husband. Give me a chance to make her happy.

I know when both of us not together, the distance will keep us apart. But distance, no matter how far, can’t change these feeling in my heart. Her eyes have seen so many places and that heart has felt so many taste and yet she still smile at the darkest feelings and find expression in everything that’s coloured beautiful.

I hope she always remember me for everyday when we not together. Just like I said to her before, “ If there ever come a day when we can’t be together, keep me in your heart I’ll stay there forever”.

Just don’t ever given up on us.

I will miss her for this long weekend…

Just MISS U…

Just LOVE U…
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I ALWAYS BE THERE FOR HER

Our first looks at each other, our first conversation and when I first met her, keep playing in my time. Our first text message and our first real talk. I'll try not to forget. Never forget the feelings and how perfect everything was. We could be awake and talk about everything until the next morning, we could talk in the cellphone for hours without having any words left to say and we could just stare into each others eyes without saying anything. It was love.

We became closer and closer and when I thought it couldn't be better, she whispered the three most beautiful words in my ear. She never thought she could have this feelings for again. It was the best moment of my life. I was in love.

We talked about everything. We talked about our dream home, our marriage, how we will be after be together, our hobby, who we met, families, friends and some jokes. Then we laughed for hours about what we just said.

We just talked about everything and we laughed, cried and did things together. That was life. She were my life. She were the best things ever happened to me and everything would have been meaningless if she weren't in my life. I would go to the moon, travel round the world and count all the stars. Just for you.

We were so equal you and me, but different at the same time. We had something that other people just could dream of. I'll never forget how special you made me feel.

Every time I got a text message from you my heart stopped and every time I saw you called me I got a smile on my lips.

I thank Allah for everything. I'm grateful for having her around who never stop supporting me. Yes. Allah is the most loving. We can’t never giving up on what ever You had give to us. She need to be strong. Don’t ever bother what other people said. They will not understand our problem until they in our situation.

Allah promise to replace all our misery with a love story that we really did not expect. Allah will replace with life and happy feeling beyond our words. Just believe in that.

I know, there will be long way to go but all these, it makes me learn better. I learn better, I can think better. Allah knows what you do for myself and her. Allah knows.

Someone who really loves you will show you they want you, will prove that they need you, will remind you they love you. Will put you in the list, " To be in heaven,together,forever."

Just remember my lovely mak said to me long time ago…

“Semua yang berlaku adalah kerja yang maha Esa, Kita manusia cuma jangan berhenti berdoa dan percaya pada kuasa Allah. Bagaimana Allah mampu ciptakan pelbagai perkara berlainan rupa, sifat & personaliti. Begitu juga kebahagiaan. Jangan terlalu berfikir sesuatu di luar jangkaan, tapi jangan pernah putus asa pada Allah yang maha memberi kebahagiaan.”

The only thing I know is that I'll always love her, no matter what.
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