I ALWAYS BE THERE FOR HER

Our first looks at each other, our first conversation and when I first met her, keep playing in my time. Our first text message and our first real talk. I'll try not to forget. Never forget the feelings and how perfect everything was. We could be awake and talk about everything until the next morning, we could talk in the cellphone for hours without having any words left to say and we could just stare into each others eyes without saying anything. It was love.
We became closer and closer and when I thought it couldn't be better, she whispered the three most beautiful words in my ear. She never thought she could have this feelings for again. It was the best moment of my life. I was in love.
We talked about everything. We talked about our dream home, our marriage, how we will be after be together, our hobby, who we met, families, friends and some jokes. Then we laughed for hours about what we just said.
We just talked about everything and we laughed, cried and did things together. That was life. She were my life. She were the best things ever happened to me and everything would have been meaningless if she weren't in my life. I would go to the moon, travel round the world and count all the stars. Just for you.
We were so equal you and me, but different at the same time. We had something that other people just could dream of. I'll never forget how special you made me feel.
Every time I got a text message from you my heart stopped and every time I saw you called me I got a smile on my lips.
I thank Allah for everything. I'm grateful for having her around who never stop supporting me. Yes. Allah is the most loving. We can’t never giving up on what ever You had give to us. She need to be strong. Don’t ever bother what other people said. They will not understand our problem until they in our situation.
Allah promise to replace all our misery with a love story that we really did not expect. Allah will replace with life and happy feeling beyond our words. Just believe in that.
I know, there will be long way to go but all these, it makes me learn better. I learn better, I can think better. Allah knows what you do for myself and her. Allah knows.
Someone who really loves you will show you they want you, will prove that they need you, will remind you they love you. Will put you in the list, " To be in heaven,together,forever."
Just remember my lovely mak said to me long time ago…
“Semua yang berlaku adalah kerja yang maha Esa, Kita manusia cuma jangan berhenti berdoa dan percaya pada kuasa Allah. Bagaimana Allah mampu ciptakan pelbagai perkara berlainan rupa, sifat & personaliti. Begitu juga kebahagiaan. Jangan terlalu berfikir sesuatu di luar jangkaan, tapi jangan pernah putus asa pada Allah yang maha memberi kebahagiaan.”
The only thing I know is that I'll always love her, no matter what.
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