I will keep doing what I do. Although it will take me to hardest pathway. And I can't do something halfway, three-quarters, nine-tenths. If I'm doing to do something, I will go all the way.
Maybe I will never be who I was before. Maybe who I am today ain't so far from yesterday.
Dreams do come true, if only we wish hard enough. We can have anything in life if we will sacrifice else for it.
I get lose once in a while. Sometimes by choice. Sometimes due to forces beyond my control. Sometimes I see the way out but wander further and deeper despite my self, the fear, the misery or the sadness preventing me returning.
I'm sorry if I've made her life more complicated. I'm sorry for a lot of things I've done. I'm sorry I never meant to hurt her. No matter what happens next, I'll be here for every second of my life for her.
I'll never be anything but grateful for every moments I spent with her. Even though I keep fumbling for the right words, all I really wanted to say was I'M SORRY...
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