It was a unplanned meet. I did not expect she want to see me. She just told me that her sister will come and want to hangout for a drink. I also don't aspect that she will told her sister about me. Almost an hour past, she called me told her sister would like to meet me .
What I can conclude, her sister was a positive person who helped inspire her. Someone her can share stories about happier and sadness moments. Someone she believes and trusted. Her sister gave some advice about me and her. Advice that I can use to improve the relationship between me and her. Maybe she thought we will go to the next step. And it's what I wanted to do. But deep in my heart I know she is still holding the same answer. I hope she can accept me in her life .
I know it was difficult for her to forget things that happened . Things that led to her heart hurt and wounded . I'm sorry for what happened even though I know it will not be same as before. She asked me to give her time and some space to forget about this.
Since the meeting I already can see her smile and laugh just like before. Her beautiful smile. Smile makes me happy . Alhamdulillah ...
It's really hurt how one day I'll seem to have everything going right then next day I'll lose everything I have so fast.
Last night, I just playing back a thousand memories, thinking about everything we've been through together...sweet memories =)
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