AIDIL ADHA 1435H
Today is Aidil Adha. I'm gone to dad’s home. I do not know how was her day. I
hope she happy. When hari raya I remembered a picture that was given to
me on the last Aidilfitri.Her aunt cooking a Lontong. It looks delicious and she also admitted that Lontong is delicious and was the best Lontong that she eat. I don’t know when can I taste that Lontong.
I did keep the dream before to taste and learn how her aunt cooked that Lontong, so that I can cook for her after this. I hope her aunt cooked Lontong on this Aidil Adha so she can eat one of her a favorite.
There no Lontong at dad’s house. Only Ketupat and Rendang . Dad also don’t brought Lemang this time. For me no preparation that I do cause my heart still feel empty. I certainly hope there is Lontong because I remember when she used to eat Lontong on her last Aidilfitri. I try to make myself busy with helping dad at mosque. 13 of cattle to be solved . But I can not refrain from continuing to remember her. Maybe I love her so much and I really love her actually.
Dad had asked about her. Dad asked when could he go her house and meet her parents to discuss about me and her. Dad says good things do not have to wait too long. If can dad want me to take her as my wife by end of this year. I keep silent for a while before I answer ... and at the end no answer I can gave at this moment ... although I still hope she accept me to be her special one of her life…
I really miss her…
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