She going back to hometown yesterday and since then no news from her. I pray so that she is always happy beside her beloved family. I already promise not will disturb her during she on Hari Raya. She wants enjoy leave without had to think for matter that no need… I am agree with the request…
I still continue life without having any feeling. I still thinking of her. Every minutes I thought of her. I also hoped she like me too. But I'm not sure know. I miss message sent by her.
For the first time in life this, I has no sense to celebrate Aidil Adha although at the mosque just now recitation of the takbir raya touches my feelings. There is no preparation that I make for Aidil Adha tomorrow.
When I heard the recitation sometimes I miss the time when I was in sekolah pondok. How the ustaz would ask us to read the interpretation of one by one . I miss to wear a white robes that almost 15 years I'm not wear it. Insya Allah, I'm just waiting for the right time for me to return to those days.
I miss her...
اللهُ أَكْبَرُ، اللهُ أَكْبَرُ، اللهُ أَكْبَرُ، لآ إِلَهَ إِلاَّ اللهُ وَ اللهُ أَكْبَرُ، اللهُ أَكْبَرُ وَلِلَّهِ الْحَمْدُ
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