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ALL THOSE SMALL THINGS

It is such a long time not update my journey. I admit, lots of thing happened. Too many things happened to me and her. Laugh, cried, happiness and sad, all blend together in our journey. Its will take some time to write everything. But I promise will make it happen.

Actually I don't know where to start and how to begin the story. Like I said to many things to tell.

I think to start with a small sweet moment. She always told me how a small thing can make someone happier or sad. She do remind me several times and I always forgot it. But I promise to myself, from now I'll will try to remember all this small things that her told me before.

A thought suddenly came to me that in the journey of searching for greater happiness, we sometimes forget the little things that we used to do. As I do promise to her.

I'll will take the time to remember the all small sweet moments and things and remind myself not to forget the importance of those little moments.

I wrote all the small things that I promise to her before cause I don't want to forget again and will do as I promise time to time. And I will start my promise with making one call.

As for today until next week onwards I will feel guilty for what I said yesterday to her. Regrets it. I'm really sorry for what happened to us yesterday. Its not what I meant. Sorry for my actions and words.

It will be long week this time. Her at some place, me at this place. Can't wait to see her beautiful smile again.

I really miss her now. Nobody understands how much I miss her. I miss how much we used to talk and miss all the things we used to do.

I try to admit it to myself that I still feel this way. Nobody knows that I still wake up every single night thinking of her each day.

I still think of her for every moments and I really do miss her.

I would give up everything I have to be everything we're not. I MISS MY LOVELY PUTRI