Anything is possible. I'm not saying it can't happen. I had try to stop it. Just feel like it can't be stop. Honestly. I have to come down to reality and sometime that it may not happen. She the only person who know what happened to me.
What will happen next, I will always care for her. Even if we're not together and even if we're far... far away from each other.
Last night, I was playing thousand memories, thinking about everything we're been through together. Will the memories repeated again. Will me and her still do the same thing together again.
Sometimes I close my eyes to imagine how it would be like if everything was perfect. Sometimes I try to live my life without her. Sometimes looking back to see if she following, to see if her had change of heart and realized that she love me again.
Maybe that time, I hope be able to say the same way. But thinking again, will it happen cause maybe I will not be here anymore.
It hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember... And even she doesn't accept me, I will not given up on her. Thinking how to make her accept me again and when I thinking again and again, nothing I can do.
I will leave her soon. My heart feel heavy to leave her here alone. All by her self. I hope she be strong, no matter what happen. Ya Allah please take care of her for me.
The road is rough and the journey is long. Maybe turning on some crossroads. I'll be wrong. I'm gonna keep going, humming my favorite song. No matter what may come, I'll not deter. I'll be bold. I'll be strong cause I know that I love her...
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